21 Jun Tears
The tears are not flowing
My heart is pulsing
Fear is consuming my every breath
Did I hear him right?
From now on…
I mean nothing to him
Do I need to fight to stay
or simply walk away?
Is this what I wanted
or even needed?
Should I question against it or be elated?
Things haven’t been working,
For years, it’s true
But to part forever, I’m not sure I can do.
I think I have to at least try…
Be on my own, rather than live a lie.
Clear my mind and process the facts.
Without the yipping in my ear and the constant nags
Oh I need to breathe deep and move out.
Make my life mine, without any doubt.
I can’t think someone else’s thoughts,
live how they want and how they’ve taught.
I’m scared to make the leap, to take flight and see.
To change my kids’ lives only to fail and it all be on me.
I want what’s best for them, … for us.
I need to see the future is bright and just…trust.
Genre: Contemporary Country, Country Pop
Mood: strong, brave, mother’s love, determined, tenatious
Instruments: guitar, drums, bass, female vocals