Not Here Right Now

©2017 Venceray / 5050songs Inc (ASCAP)
Release Date: Apr 3, 2017
Produced by Demo My Song®
Lead vocal: Scott

When I look back at the time
I asked Mama, “Why is Daddy not here right now?”
What I felt was a hole in my heart
My world crumbles as I try to figure things out

I could hear myself screaming
But there’s no sound escaping
The storm has drowned my tears
And after all these years

It doesn’t really matter
It doesn’t really matter
It doesn’t really matter
Not anymore…

When I look back at the time
I asked Daddy, “Why is Mama not here right now?”
He told me she loves me
And we’re gonna see each other someday, somehow

I’ve always felt so lonely
Did I deserve this feeling?
Sadness took all my fear
And after all these years

It doesn’t really matter
It doesn’t really matter
It doesn’t really matter
Not anymore…

When I look back as a child,
I asked strangers why my parents aint here right now
And after all these years
I’ve learned to stop the tears
Made pain disappear
And everything seems clear

It doesn’t really matter
It doesn’t really matter
It doesn’t really matter
Not anymore…

Anymore…

When I look back at the time
I asked Mama, “Why is Daddy not here right now?”