Silent Screams

©2018 Saureen Naik Desai / 5050songs Inc (ASCAP)
Release Date: Aug 28, 2018
Produced by Demo My Song®
Lead Vocal: Jess C.

Lyrics

I lay here lost
Contemplating life or death
Everyone’s cut me off
I must surrender my own self

I can’t break through, can’t figure it out,
My visions skewed and I’m trying to shout
I suffer within, can’t catch my breath,
Feel so ashamed and can’t seem to rest.

My silent screams have taken over
My heart is filled with so much pain
And the marks from your abuse, they still remain
Please take me now, I need to disappear.
I give up. I just can’t live in fear.

Tears have dried up on my face
So cold and alone, there’s no embrace
Too much tension in my head
Drenched in a pool of red, dying on my bed
I’m dying on my bed

My silent screams have taken over
My heart is filled with so much pain
And the marks from your abuse, they still remain
Please take me now, I need to disappear.
I give up. I just can’t live in fear.

I cried for help, explained myself,
Confronted you all and stood strong and tall.
My limits been pushed, violation endured,
You betrayed me – you’re so insecure.

My silent screams have taken over
My heart is filled with so much pain
And the marks from your abuse, they still remain
Please take me now, I need to disappear.
I give up. I just can’t live in fear.