Whole Again

©℗ 2015 Christa Grammer / 5050songs Inc
Release Date: July 13, 2015
Produced by Demo My Song®
Lead Vocal: Christa Grammer

Notes

“Whole Again” is an album which culminated from over a year of long distance collaboration with singer/songwriter Christa Grammer from New Jersey. Only on July 30th, 2014, did we finally meet at our studio in NYC to put the final touches on her vocal tracks. The album was mastered by Miles Showell at Abbey Road.

Lyrics

I feel pain, I feel hurt, try to numb out my feelings but it just won’t work
I feel love, I feel hate, why did she have to leave me in the first place?
I am strong, I am wild, I am not a woman who is tame or mild
I’m surrounded but alone
Here in the still heart of this girl I made my home

I can’t bear to lose a love again, lost my family, lost a friend
Can I shut my memories out, make myself whole again somehow?

She is dead, spirit gone, and now I’ll never hear that voice like a song
Excruciating is this loss?
Now I’m set to kill the one who vanquished my love

I can’t bear to lose a love again, lost my family, lost a friend
Can I shut my memories out, make myself whole again somehow?

I was fearless, unforgiving, she made my heart soften
I was heartless, not even living, a girl like this does not come often
The dead are after me, and yet they’re not the real villains to me
That man who kills the brave, that monster should be ashamed

I can’t bear to lose a love again, lost my family, lost a friend
Can I shut my memories out, make myself whole again somehow?

I can’t bear to lose a love again, lost my family, lost a friend
Can I shut my memories out, make myself whole again somehow?
Make myself whole again somehow?
Make myself whole again somehow?
Make myself whole again somehow?